Winter Sadness: PoetReMixtape Volume IV

by The Real Jay Mills

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released 21 December 2010
Production Credits: AB the Producer, Marcus G, King Rich, Certified Music, MadLib and Dudley Perkins.
Featuring: Mina Leon, Alison Carney, The Poster Girl Maria J, Renaaz Peoples & Mo Chips

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tags: hip hop/rap hip-hop rap soul spoken thought lyrical

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The Real Jay Mills is a native of Washington DC. She is a multi-talented artist. Jay is an accomplished pianist with 15 ... more years of ballet training, and attended a performing arts High School as a Theatre major. It was in High School that her gift of writing began to show its power to affect people's lives. What began as written poetry has evolved into a musical career that shows no signs of slowing. less

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Track Name: feMC Diary
Diary of a Young feMC
I don't like the word, I don't call My brothers HiMCs
But when I speak
Separation - They Define Me
The Divine Me
Call her She
Known as Femininity
Fighting moral enemies
No longer can pretend to be searching for equality
the truth and reality is there's a Peculiarity in She
Call Her Me
I See that its really bigger than a chick named Nicki
And I dont like to name them but subliminals won't get me
Its Sick see it don't matter how sick I can Spit
See a face is pretty, ass and titties it don't matter if i'm witty
I'm a gimmick - business meetings ALWAYS got Dick in it
And if I ain't hopping on it then they Gone
Moving on
But I'm Strong
I SO WHAT a label, got My money long
And on My Songs I'ma stunt
Give them what they want
Tell Them what They Need
Piece by Piece
Leak me in these Streets
See me on these Beats
The Game is Hellen Keller...Can't hear nor see
But I'll tell You What is Better
I rep the double letter X nothing less
Thru the stress put Me to the best
You know who's the Best
Many would confess chopped and screwed
sounding like a dude
a chick they would choose if they couldn't view who was who
so i do what i do to these fools that refuse
who think that paying dues just consists of me planting my two lips
i put my all in to this
Call me Jay Confucius
Flows will make you Flu sick
I know when you view this
still won't matter
cuz sex sells, money talks and pockets get fatter
Lauryn Left HipHop Looking for the latter
Latifa Knew Better so she left as an actor
Mixtape Nicki had to be a barbie rapper
Who's After
No laughter
its a sad song...
Bad Girls Win cuz Men Love Doing Wrong
you might win some but u lost all along
Light Gone hun is dimmer than a midnight sun
But dark ones are the prodigal sons
Yes We Can Achieve An Upheaval
united as a people
together as an equal
rid these medieval Magistrates of Evil
i'm repping the Primeval Primordial Roberts Rules Of Order
For Isis' Daughters & Royal Sons of Horus
There's No Chorus For Us To Recite
Only Light
And our Might
And my Sight
When I write whats inside ofme
Words that are Fiery
Pages from my Diary....
Track Name: Runway Feat. Alison Carney (Prod. by King Rich)
The only time I Land is on the Runway
I Live Where The Sun Plays
Jet Plane
One Way
The only thing I'm Seeing is the Sky
Days that end in Y
Stay High
Stay Fly

im a go-getter high stepping in my stillettos
silly puppets i pull strings i'm lady gepetto
i hop on and never let go
unless i stop to get dough
money is the m-o
and i'm blowing crazy indo
bestie poppin like a pimple
while i shoot up instrumentals
its the life i stepped up into
you gotta have the mental
the win ain't coincidental
but failure's accidental
the game I can only lend you
and it costs to pay attention
people Crazy for a mention
in the writtens I be spittin
but they only get a high freestyle
in a shoes aisle
in a shop in Moscow
never give them no crowd
quiet but i blow loud
who kno what im talkin bout
living in this world but not of it
not saying im for drama i'm above it
for the mommas sistas cousins
i'll be everything you wasn't
if you sacrificed your dreams for a never coming love
you got gifts from above
but somebody made you shove
made you stuff up all your light
well huff and puff and when I blow I'll take you all up to my height
cuz ain't no walls within my sight
we way too far to fuss and fight
when you take flight there's no night
cuz all the stars just shine too bright and...

See i know i can be all i believe i choose to be
See I know I got wings
And I'll achieve what I believe if all I see is a Higher Me
So I Will Fly Away
As a star so High I Stay and I won't let my light away
See I know I got wings
And I'll achieve what I believe because the Light is all I see
See I Will Fly Away
Track Name: Get Like Me (prod. by Marcus G feat. Mina Leon)
(Mina) I'm on that Universal Worldwide
Taking over State of Mind
You should try to Get Like Me
Ay yo Your Jealousy is Justified
Thats why you keep talking right
You just mad they still like me
You should Get Like Me

(Jay)
iWake up in the morning and I see my money been up
Toes hit the floor body looking like a pin up
Gotta get my win up check out my agenda
Here there everywhere never see a winter
I am always summer everybody want her
Hot shyt spit lines hotter than a sauna
One 2 and to the 3 and to the 4
All head turns when I walk up in the door
Got ya wanting more European tour
Never either or i got options galore
I been hot since before NIGGA check my reports
Of course everybody sees i'm the source
Your number 1fan loves me much more
Your momma rocks my tshirts n runs my store
I soar flyer than a pelican
You are irrelevant stuck on land like an elephant

Got fans so another show again
Good night DC ohiao Japan
Paris to Milan mountains to the sand
You watch TV to see where I am
I do it cuz I can see I was born to shine
I spit it how I live it and feel blessed divine
You rest we grind. Try to test I decline
Meanwhile 1st class seats I recline
And I'm A go getter and never will I let up
Tell my haters chin up cuz my wins make em bitter
I'm the babysitter and I tell em go to bed
Me sleep never boy I sleep when Im dead
And i'ma keep it moving til the death of me
And even then my legacy will still spread my message see
I better be better than the best of me
the best me I can ever be
I'd murder who is next to me but y'all ain't in my galaxy

I'm Extra T
Track Name: The Life (prod. by Marcus G)
We just rolling
We outta control and
No ones saying No
we just go
we just going
Hahahaha its the life of a star...

No we don't buy bars cuz the whole city is ours
when we step out of our cars
oohs and aahs
and applause
and a pause
Pose for the paparazzi hoes
taking pictures of our clothes
every step is a show
here we go
again another day with lots of dough to spend
never will it ever end cuz your state is irrelevant
we live with the president, the donkeys & the elephants
we're everywhere you've never been
the hamptons to the netherlands
amsterdam pack like DAMN where she get that at
on the road show to show blowing dro back2back
looking in back pack2pack
i want a wood i could unwrap
you got one get one give me dap
now pick a state across the map
Ustream Sick Beams Worlwide Flu Scene
Follow me to Ust where anywhere i choose be
Cheers everybody know my name and my gang
and my crew they kno how we do
rockstars, gnarley dude....

i blow like rastafarais do
haters lost and without a clue
so we call them blue
even tho they gotta greenish hue
silly fools couldn't tie my shoes
Nursery School
We are the Rule the Exception and Amendment
Try to start we End it
Better make a Friendship
Money makes a kinship
Mi familia really are superstars
fancy cars
gucci draped across my tatas wrapped in Corsabella bras
sleep so soft in these sheets that i ordered from lacoste
i HaHa and guffaw tell you earthlings o Hell Nah
we too far, you not Fly at All
You Will Fall
Track Name: Good Girls (prod. by ABtheProducer)
1 finger in the air if you loved a lie
And if you got a chance to leave DUECES to the sky
Why do good girls
Love bad guys
Knowing bad guys tell damn good lies


When I reminisce I gotta think about Terrell he
Told me not to listen to the shyt that others tell me
Had me in his spell but still I played it off real well
He was in and out of cells I knew that we could only fail
Until I looked him in his eyes
He saw a new him rise like the dawn sky
But i try, I try and try
Bur I just keep fallin in love with midnight
I be thinking if I keep my lights bright
Maybe he could change sides make it to the twilight
seems like when I fight he tries to prove me right
But when I try to hold him tight he gets cold as ice
frost bite Love is blind right
I was out my mind I cant have him in this life
Yeah I might be miss wife but
never be the misses
Wishin 4 more kisses while I'm swallowing the disses

In December I can't help but to remember
Private cozy dinners on water out in Venice
Back n forth to Cali keepin eyes upon business
Who the hell knew I'd be up at gunpoint as a witness
But even with the bullshyt Can't put me with the snitches
Quick to go and pull it leave em swimming with the fishes
But what kinda life is this he said it's not for me
He told me I was better than the girl I'm tryna be
Baby leaving you is like taking in my last breath
without you life is like right with no left
He taught me no regrets and he had to step
I reflect love him even more than whoever next
Now I get to sit blow good in the air
In his life paper was his one and only care
I could never have what was never there
The next time that I date I need a square
Track Name: Wintro (feat. Renaaz Peoples)
team single for the summer sorta over
startin over
fresh start, fiscal year controller
from Manitoba to Tortola thawing off the cold i
I see me shining on my grind but haters wanna hold up
just when you blow up the closest folks will turn they nose up
they told me when i was the shyt it makes the closest throw up
i had to grow up, took notes but yo its really wild
all i can do is stay professional and simply smile
i simply style on em and they wanna knock me out
so i knock the doubts
you paper thin i'll read you out
you see the clout
i'm dark stout they light beer
i'm shots of everclear they after me like chest hair
i rest here no left here i'm right now
i'm kung pow and ya'll looking like meow meow
you mein chow i'm submarine you mess now
and i ain't even battling but i'm the best now
and i ant even tattling
no names named
no fame gained
no moves made in spite
i'm in the fast lane
just playing im jet plane no lane needed
game defeated good news u didn't need it
but as i read it
as i read and write the words i'm saying
i kno my people lost and they will be forever playing
i wish that i could read and write the words to re-adjust the brain but
but even if i did i doubt the kids would ever play it
so i just pray it and be the light i wanna see
i try to be real so real is how i gotta be